Releasing the Weight of Lifetimes

What is it that I’m healing right now?

What kind of generational trauma, karmic bonds, or whatever recurring mistakes and madness I’ve been tied in, am I trying to free myself from?

I can feel the tension building and releasing in my body. Especially my neck and shoulders. A burden that I’ve been carrying is being released. Passed down after so many times, distance, lifetimes.

This moment is beautiful. Whatever happens, I want to enjoy this.

And I swam with dolphins.

I've had to carry my soul across the sea to make it to the conference. We weren't going to make it, but then a dolphin showed up. A young one, followed by his mother shortly. I wondered if I'm allowed to grab onto him to swim across the sea. As if he read my thoughts, he answered, "Absolutely." So I grabbed onto him, and we swam at incredible speed. I wondered about a suit I could wear to make it even faster. And stylish, of course.

Where is this wave taking me?

I still doubt my decisions and take too long sometimes to make them, probably because I doubt them so much. Why keep looking over your shoulder?

I have all these new responsibilities I'm trying to get used to handling. Obviously, I fail sometimes. I get lazy sometimes. I fall off this razor's edge I'm walking on. But each time I fall, I get a little bit better.

Eventually, I'll get it right. I'll ride the wave without fearing where it takes me.